I enjoy what I write. I always have. Hearing people say "Oh my god, you write horror?" in just that way makes me giggle.
I can write some sick, twisted stuff. I can. For that matter, anyone can. Everyone has a little psycho within. I just have a lot.
Does that mean I'm weird? Yes. Yes it sure does. And know what? I like my weird.
Does that mean I'm sick? Perhaps. Perhaps not. I'm not telling you.
I love writing enough to stick it out, no matter who laughs at me, says I'm not a writer until I'm published, says my work is shit. So what? I'd rather sit all day, write shit and enjoy myself than have a bunch of poky old academic types tell me what's wrong with my work simply because it's genre fiction. Don't like it? Don't read it, shit for brains.
I write Sci-Fi as well, but not as much. My sci-fi attempts come out scarier than sci-fi is supposed to be.
Wonder when speculative horror will become a sub-genre? Hmm...
Love those things that make me go "Hmm."
Sci-Fi and Horror fans are much the same audience, though not all members of one or the other like both. Me? I like it all, mwahahahahaha.
I've been told that "People only write horror because they can't manage anything better." Boy, was that the wrong thing to say to me.
Now, simply because a person is a horror writer does not mean we are stupid. We are not.
I think NOT!
For those who like to horror bash, chew on this, amigo.
What are your nightmares? Why do you feel creeped out when you are alone? Why do you ride a roller coaster? Why do you go in the haunted house at Halloween? Why do you watch scary movies? Why do you always feel like you are being watched?
That's your horror trying to come out, fuckstick.
On a lighter, happier note, I've recently bashed out a short story I'm proud of. It's on Absolute Write, part of the April Prompt. Met some good people on there and they've helped me a lot in the short time I've known them. Haggis, Aggy B., Cranky, Kerr, Donkey, Soapdish, IdiotsRUs, CACTUSWENDY, dgiharris, Linda Adams, y'all are great. Here's to you.
My friend and fellow writer, Angel Rose Darke, has been helping me with grammar and the finer points of syntax and I owe a lot to her. She's a gem. Without her, my novel THE SPIDER would be full of extra apostrophes and commas and repeated words.
I have a thing for apostrophes and commas. My fingers must like to type them or something.
So, why do I write horror?
Because I love to be scared and to scare people. Because I want people to go "Oh my GOD!" when they read something I've written. Because I love being able to get inside people's heads and make them check their locks. Because all the fat fucks out there that like to tell me I shouldn't, can't, dear God, not horror! At least I know I'm an accomplished, talentless, professionless hack. I've written a book or two. They're not great, but they're mine. What have you done today, hmm?
Basically, what I'm saying is this. You don't have to like what I do. You don't have to read it. But, mother fucker, you WILL respect it. At least I'm trying to hone my skills and become better. Would you rather I give up? I bet you would, cause then you'd be right. I would be nothing.
Now, those who love horror and sci-fi as much as I do will appreciate the fact that I'm trying. And for those that do, you have my eternal gratitude.
That's enough rant, for now. I'm happy again and I feel vindicated. So, now I can finally say and mean...
Peace and love, y'all.
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